Just thinking

Hey you. I was just sitting here thinking about you this morning so I decided I had better write you a quick note. You are always on my mind though so there should probably be tons more notes to you but you know how it goes. ;)

Life has been pretty good lately other than your sister not feeling well. She's getting her bottom 2 two year molars and I think she's got a cold on top of that. So, she's pretty grumpy lately. Even though she doesn't feel well, she's still super sweet (just like you would have been no doubt). I'm going to sign her up for gymnastics two evenings a week for the next couple of months. I think she will really enjoy it.

We go back to the doctor tomorrow morning for another ultrasound. I'm excited. I'm ready. We have been finding the baby's heart beat every night with our doppler so that is reassuring but seeing the baby is always a relief! I'm grateful to be 12 (almost 13) weeks along with this baby but know in my heart that there is truly never a "safe" mark in pregnancy. So, I will continue to be grateful for the time I have with this baby, much like I'm trying to be more grateful for the time I have with everyone I love. Time isn't guaranteed, but the love we give to people can guarantee that people know we care. That's what I am trying to focus on. There can never be too much love floating around, Carter. I'm sure you know that better than I do! I can't even imagine the love you feel and that you give on a daily basis in heaven. What a blessing that is.

Well, I suppose I should get going. I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses today. Be looking out for them! I love you!