November 23, 2009

Hey baby! I love you! Today was a sad day for your mommy. No real reason and no real trigger, I just missed my little boy. I did get to go see you though and that always helps a little bit. I realize more every day just how much I miss you and how much you blessed my life by just your being you. Life is such a precious gift and the gift of carrying you is one I will always treasure. I still can't believe you are gone. I miss feeling you move. I wish I would have held you longer than I did. I wish I would have never had to let you go. I love you Carter. Sweet dreams little one!