December 28, 2009

I love you, Carter! I hope you had a good day today. I had a pretty sad day. It was four months ago today that we found out you were gone and they induced labor. It was a long, hard, horrible, sad day and that's all I could think about all day long. And tomorrow is your four month heavenly birthday. I can't believe it.

Your sister saw you again today. That made me smile. We had just pulled into the driveway and she said your name. When I asked her if she saw you, she said yes! Way to go little one! Thanks for showing up today! You showed up to me more than once too. I was seeing geese all day long. What a blessing!



Oh yeah! I almost forgot to you tell you about your big sister. She went potty at daycare lots today and didn't have a single accident! She's such a big girl. She was so mad at me a little while ago when I woke her up to go potty. Whoops! She needed to go though!

Well Carter, mommy's beat! I love you and can't wait to send you balloons tomorrow. Happy early birthday! I love you!