Hey Carter. Well, today I am exhausted in every sense of the word. I'm emotionally exhausted, I'm physically exhausted, I'm mentally exhausted and don't want to do any work. I'm sure it has a lot, if not everything to do with this pregnancy and the medication I'm taking. I just feel like I could lay in bed all day long. I finally slept good again last night. Then when my alarm went off this morning it seemed way too early. :( Only about another week and a half of the medication and then hopefully I will have some more energy again.
We found the baby's heartbeat last night again. That is such a relief, Carter. When we can't find it, it brings me right back to the doctor's office when they were trying so hard to find yours and couldn't. I tried so hard not to panic then and I really try hard now to just relax and remember that this little one is so small right now that sometimes you just can't find its heartbeat.
A mommy friend of mine is in the hospital right now being induced for her third baby that will join you in heaven. I called her twice yesterday just to check on her and left her a message telling her she's on my mind already this morning. I really want her to feel the love of God as she delivers this sweet little one. She has felt so alone lately, and I want her to know that she is loved, most importantly by God, and by so many others (including me of course) too.
Well buddy, I suppose I should get some work done. Maybe I just need a day where I feel exhausted and then tomorrow hopefully I'll have some energy again. I am going to need to feel a little more peppy by tonight though. I'm going to a Barlow Girl concert with some of my girlfriends. It should be lots of fun. Well, I love you and miss you more than you will ever know. Have fun up there today and send me some extra love if you can. I love you!
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